One of the worst things imaginable is watching a loved one slowly wither away due to an illness or some sort of other condition. It’s one of the most helpless feelings you can experience. You can do nothing but offer care and assistance, and knowing what’s at the end of all the torment only makes the path that much harder.
We have not heard from Louisville-based black metal power Anagnorsis in a decade, and what a different world that was. On their new record “Caregriever,” the concept of taking care of an ailing family member and the stress that puts on the people who will remain comes across as psychologically torturous, and for good reason. Vocalist/guitarist Zachary Kerr, after dealing with the loss of his father also watched his father-in-law slowly pass away, and that whole long, tumultuous road led him to create the concept initially as a solo album before it turned into a full-band record. The frustration, guilt, anger, and sorrow explode out of him and the band—guitarist Zak Denham, bassist Josh Mumford, drummer Cody McCoy—and the thunderous passion behind these songs, the tidal waves of torment, and the desire to release these emotions violently hammer home how this can tear you apart inside unforgivingly.
“Choke” strikes out of an echo chamber, shrieks carving as the pace scorches, black metal fury attacking with intent. The playing hangs and clashes, hammering with emotional intensity, Kerr’s voice crushed with anguish, “The worst of me is the best of me,” he wrenches. The blistering continues, Kerr wailing, “It’s your fucking fault, I hate the man I am, it’s your fucking fault, I hate this world,” as the intensity fades not fumes. “Nothing Left to Give” attacks, Kerr belting, “I spent a lifetime asking for nothing, and calling on no one, in hopes to total demise.” The volcanic might goes full bore, speed spiraling, the melodies smoking, throaty howls blackening eyes. “Nothing Left to Take” is colorful and furious, the excrutiating tones making their mark, thundering as the heat buckles. Ferocity blinds as the playing engulfs, chaos spreads, and everything sinks into dust. “Death of Man” starts with weird beats, trudging clubbing, and an industrial exhaust that envelops. Wails squeeze as the pressure cooks, the steam thickening and challenging breathing.
“Death of Men” is doomy, howls hammering, black metal intensity sweeping, Kerr howling, “Lost somewhere in between dreams and this nightmare that we’re calling life,” to lash back at the torment of wasting away. The playing storms as desperate cries seek an answer, emotion gushes, and the end plagues with moody exhaust. “A Living Grave” has guitars charging and an effusive push, hideous howls pulverizing, managing to sound strangely catchy. Screams and sung lines intertwine, torching as Kerr stabs, “You’re the victim here, but why do I feel like I’m watching myself die? Eye to eye, staring death in the face.” The leads light up as the storm pelts, the leads go for broke, and the playing slips into the cold. “Monuments in Ash” is sorrowful, building to a crescendo, raw howls barreling and threatening to flatten. Melodic gusts burst as the vocals claw, the drums pound savagely, and the final moments corrode into closer “Death of Me” that blasts into a gaze. “How can I forgive myself for feeling such ill will? How can I forgive myself for being so sick?” Kerr cries, the guilt suffocating as he repeats the words over and over. The playing chugs and thrashes, tearing into emotional tumult, Kerr pleading, “Just let me die!” as it ricochets away.
Watching a human being fade into nothingness is a torturous experience, and Anagnorsis nail the emotion on “Caregriever,” as genuinely moving a black metal album as you’ll find. This is raw and real, something that digs into your psyche and forces you to face an unforgiving reality the can feel never ending. This album will hit hardest with those who have gone through such a thing, and for anyone who hasn’t, it’s a dark, sobering look into the future.
For more on the band, go here: https://anagnorisis.bandcamp.com
To buy the album, go here: https://vendetta-records.bandcamp.com/album/caregriever
Or here: https://www.bolverkcollective.com/bolverk-records
Or here: https://sobelowproductions.bandcamp.com/album/caregriever
Or here: https://anagnorisis.bandcamp.com/album/caregriever
For more on the label, go here: https://vendetta-records.bandcamp.com/
And here: https://www.bolverkcollective.com
And here: https://sobelowproductions.bandcamp.com/



















